HOLLOW

With heavy arms and fallen eyes,
a happy face as my disguise,
I try to live here in this world
with all its twirls and swirls.

I try to keep myself sheltered
from all the moseries and hatred.
But the more i try to do so,
the more i end up as hurt.

All the pain inside my heart
has made me strong on the outside.
And just like a coconut
I'm hollow on the inside.

My eyes have dried of their tears.
My heart is scared of my fears.
And i have lived this miserable life
all through these lifelong years.

I want to talk but my lips don't move.
I want to smile but my muscles refuse.
And even when i want to die,
God makes sure that its just a lie.

I lie here hollow and lifeless,
Living on my own through the mess.
So, i stopped caring about it all.
But, no change can change me at all.