nervous!

this one is about a person who is undecided to meke the final move to get success..!

*the final moment nervousness*
I don't know what this is
never felt this way before
i am just waiting for the time
when i will get to score.

There used to be a time
when i never saw this as future
i thought it to be completely senseless
to run madly after a simple creature.

I never understood this crap
what this was all about.
if someone ever discussed it to me
i very loudly used to shout!

But...then a person came
just like a divine angel.
Picking me up from nowhere
introduced me to this level.

I never realized how and when I changed
from yuck,my feelings changed to yeah!
I realized this is the one sent for me
from the heaven's den.

I loved it really very much
gave it all my days and nights.
and even now i am living this dream
because its the ebst of my life.

Now,i plan to score..
to make the final move
BUT WHAT IF I MISSED THE TARGET???
Then,it will be a big BOOOO...!!!

I am standing lost and confused
not knowing what to do.
Maybe if i waited too long
someone will take it away from you.

So,here I am
with chance in hand,nervousness in head.
i don't know what will happen,
what is going to be said!

so,now i am about to go
to make the final sweep
will i be smiling wide..?
or will i be left to weep..?

(after reading this poem/rhyme
even I am left wondering,
that if this is about sports??
or about trying to proposing..?)
:-) :-)